My son, My husband

Hi, I am revathi from Bangalore I am 35 now, I am a widow working in a Government firm, more about me, I am fair, eye catching personality with added weights at appropriate parts with appropriate proportion I measure 37/29/38, I weight 59 Kgs, stand 5.5 tall, I have firm boobs, with brown nipples, good big swaying ass.Reading many incest and couple story made me to write this for the readers of ISS.Ever since I lost my husband my sexual pleasures was emptied almost my after 25’s was fully spent without any companion. I often get urge for sexual acts, helpless in those nights where I was having desperate need for manly pleasures on my body. I was passing those hard days with masturbation, fingering my self or with some natural toys like cucumber, banana and carrots though was not satisfied but was suppressing the urge. At this juncture also I never made my mind to switch to any other males, as I have eye catching appearance I was aware that many men’s were admiring me had crush on me in their own way.This is enough about me. Here I am starting to tell you about a incident that occurred just about few months back which gave me a fully manhood pleasure and sexual happiness though morally the sex was not very good in nature, I just enjoyed his gesture with me, and since it’s a secured passage for me to kill my age’s requirement I am doing it with him till date. It was my elder sister son Ajay who fucked his own aunt.Ajay is 18, he had come to Bangalore just in June to seek his graduation, since my sister stay in vizag he was supposed to stay at my home and study. Ajay is my gifted son as god could not bless me with husband and son/daughter, I was loving him as my son and he was too very good in nature, loving me as his mom.Initial days of his arrival were very much like a fest for me bcoz I could find some one at my home along with me. I made few days leave for him, as his classes supposed to start after a week of his arrival to my home. We made short picnics, movies, and I cooked many of his favorite dishes, he was happy I was too happy. A week later his collage started. Every thing was normal and upto the topic until that day.It was second Saturday as government enterprise has off on every second Saturday, I was home and he had gone to his classes. I had finished all the home scores and had taken a small afternoon nap, at 4 I was awake I thought to take a bath, I had took the bath, thinking no body at home and as the main door is locked I came out from bath naked and wiping my body with a towel, I was shocked to see my son sitting in sofa, he had entered home with a duplicate key and he was little early to home than usual. I was stormed, stood few seconds ashamed, and my son was glaring on my body immediately I ran back to bath room, then asked him to get my skirt, sari and blouse from my room, he got me and I was out. After that we were failing eye contacts there were no much talks between us. After this incidence, my son got his manly behavior… he started to glare at me. I noticed him looking at my breasts, and ass at all possible times. I even have observed him displacing my inner wears. Thinking it’s his age and hormones making him to do so I never objected him.One day I met with a small accident when I was coming back to home, I was having no serious injuries but my leg was little twisted and it was paining me. I had approached a doctor and had taken medication. Evening he asked to go for shopping, I told him you go alone I am not interested, he asked why any thing wrong I told him the incidence. He felt sorry. Then he started to help in home jobs, at night my pain increased, and had difficulty in walking, he asked should I massage your leg so that the pain will reduce? I liked the idea and told okay, he asked where is the balm I told the place and he got it, he took my leg and kept on a small table, he sat on floor in front of my leg started to apply balm on my legs, he was massaging my ankle and toes, I told him I don’t have pain there come little up, he pushed my sari up and started to apply and massage, his massage was really a nice one I was getting a some kind of relief and started to feeling it closing my eyes, after some time he had pushed my sari till my knee and was massaging it, then at a time I felt something unusual I was feeling his hands moving towards my private part I opened my eyes and saw my own son was stripping me in the name of massage, he had moved my sari to till 3/4th of my thighs, still pushing his hand deeper inside sari, he was looking at my pussy which was clearly visible to him from the position he is sitting, he was unaware that I am opened my eyes, he was glaring at it in all possible way and enjoying it, his hands were a little away from my pussy, I immediately pulled back my leg, adjusted my dress told him enough I am fine and I went to my room, later we had dinner, he was guilty of his acts and was not making any eye contact I finished my dinner fast and said good night to him.At bed I was thinking his acts, sometimes I was feeling he is disgusted, sometimes my evil was suggesting me to approach for my sexual needs, I changed my thinking several times as I am no less a mom to him, but I was getting the picture of my son looking at my pussy. This was driving me hard, horny, tried to divert the topic but I was unable, then I thought to finger and sleep I fingered but the evil was driving back to the idea. At one point, I got a thinking weather my son is masturbating like me thinking of me. I then started to walk toward his room, the light was still on and door was not closed properly, I just entered the room, and was shocked again to see my son, he was fully naked on bed, giving hand job to his dick, it was lengthy dick than my husband, thicker also, he was stroking his erect dick with his hand. He was ashamed and covered himself with a blanket. I entered, without any verbal reaction, I just said, there is lot of noise in my room, not getting sleep, can I sleep here? He acceptingly moved himself to make space for me to sleep. I slept next to him. Then after sometime I asked “What have you done yourself?” he was shy and didn’t opened his mouth, after I pressed him to say, he said “Aunty I am very sorry to my behavior, but from the day I saw you coming out from bathroom I am not able to control my senses about you”, I said, its fine it’s the age one should get feelings of this kind. He was happy with my response and said thanks and said he was feared of me complaining his parents, I told him not to worry. After that silence presumed, then I said Ajay I never thought you are soo grown up, he asked what made you to say I am grown up now I am already 18, I liked his innocent reply, I said not in that way and stumbled to say the next sentence he asked me what way and started to press me to say what way, then I told, your thinking about women has changed and also you have developed your body well, he was more happy and asked aunty you like my body I said yes, he told not to pull his leg coz he don’t have well built body, I said him not that way, but to your age you are looking good, and that too your private part is grown. He was quiet for sometime and then asked do you like, I hesitated to comment later I said yes, I have never seen such big, its bigger than your uncle’s, then I was caring his hairs, asked do you do daily, he asked what? I replied the thing which you were doing just before I came here, he was quite for few seconds and told yes I asked how long you are doing it he said just after I saw you in that way. I asked him are you soo attracted seeing me in that way he said yes and I asked did you liked, he was quick to say yes, then what you like me dear, he told I liked you from beginning bcoz you are nice at heart, apart from that I liked everything what I saw in that day, and I was not able to take my eyes out from seeing at your breasts. I asked you like to see breasts, he was more bold now, aunty from few months I have seen many breast pictures on net but yours is nice, I asked why he said they are very nice big, round after that he couldn’t tell any more, I kissed him on fore head, do you like to see again? He was quick to say “Aunty show me please if you don’t mind”, I said I do it for you but you should keep it very secret he promised me to keep secrecy, then I said come up and open my blouse and see he got up pushed away my pallu, unhooked my blouse, he was looking at my naked boobs without eyebattingly, I took his one hand kept on my breasts, he started to feel my long waiting breasts to be cuddled. Started to press them hard, pinch them, pull them, I took my breasts near to him took my light brown nipples in just thumb and forefinger, took near to his mouth he started to suck it very hardly and wildly and he was loving, I too was loving the scene as I was abundant of this kind of pleasure, I catch his dick which was fully erect and tomb out, I started to push his skin more out stroking it, he was little shy when I was doing it, I smiled at him do you like it, he said yes but feeling unusual, he too asked whether I too liking the moment I said yes, and I told everything that I suffered after death of my husband, he felt sorry and asked whether I like him to be a man after my husband I said smiled answering, he was still sucking my boobs, after he finished sucking my boob, I went down to grab my opportunity to feel manhood, went down to him, it was straight and looking as if its going to blast out with its stiffness, I made my lip wet, made his tomb wet with my tongue then took his monster in my mouth, he started to moan, with the temptation, I was giving him blow job at one point he yelled aunty take off your mouth its coming, I still made my mouth with his dick, he blasted five six times in my mouth that was first ever sperm I felt after almost about 10 years. Then I got up removed my sari and skirt became completely nude in front of my son went next to him and kissed him, he also kiss me back, with the blow job effect his dick was poor, I was giving him hand job to prepare him to enter me, while I had pulled his hand towards my pussy he was rubbing my pussy making me hot, hotter, horny, this time he told, aunty I have seen in many pictures they shave their pussy why don’t you do it looks good. I said, I too was doing, but stopped doing it after your dad left me. He said, can you do it for me I said okay I will do it in morning, he was happy and asked aunty can I help you shaving, I waved his head said okay, he asked aunty do you like to take my dick in mouth I said yes and he asked whether I liked his dick I said that’s why I told you are grown up and its big enough for this age. By this time his cock was fully erect and ready for penetration. Then I said him come down to me, he did, made him to sit in between my legs, now his organ was able to see my pussy, I come inside me in and out slowly, since this is the first time for him he had stick his dick from where we pee. Then I took his tool in hand and guided right into my pussy, he was making in and outs but I was not soo excited though it was big tool, coz he could not keep the momentum and he was pulling back his tool in full at pull back. I adjusted my legs and locked his waist with my legs, told to fuck me; I was controlling his movements now the penetration was good, his tool was moving slowly inside and out, tickling me all the way, soon we started to enjoy the penetration. He also gained, speed, and was fucking me nice, now I released his waist from my legs, now he was, making me wild with his hard strokes, he was stroking in my pussy and out, making me wild and enjoying, at one stroke I had to leave a big moan, that continued for me to moan several times louder to his thrust, he started to fuck me manly, teasing me, tickling me though it was short he groaned loud and his five to six jets splashed inside my pussy and became week after that. My son is the second man in my life to give me sexual happiness. I enjoyed very much with him. He enjoyed very much fucking me and was happy and conveying it to me, I was also happy but not much coz the fuck lasted very soon, I told him to lay on bed, he did, I went on him, made his dick erect, it was standing stiff, I went on to him, slowly made to sit on his dick, I sat on his dick taking his dick entirely in my pussy, I made sit and up for few minutes, he held my ass and was pushing me up and down, later I got the grip, I made the penetration very firm and faster, I took his one hand to my boobs, he was pressing my boobs very erotically, I was moaning and enjoying fucking him, he was also enjoying it, we made this fuck a long one, we were enjoying it very much at last we both met the same time to explode, since he is in his younger age and inexperience his sperm was blasting soo great that I could feel his sperms splashing inside my pussy.First time he was inexperienced but now he is soo experienced and does it much enjoyable to me, and he has gained potential to fuck me for long hours and number of times in a day without Cumming in me for long, he bring some porn movies, show me and like to fuck me like that and he does. We are enjoying sex about three times a week. My sexual needs are now entirely satisfied by my son. Though it’s not correct to the ethics I am doing it, as it’s the only secure passage for to keep the identity safe.